Out with the Old, and In with the New.

So its been almost 3 years since Ive written on this blog. I went back and read a few of the posts and I cringe at myself. I've grown, and changed so much in the last few years, that its like a stranger them. Odd, but accurate. My life has evolved, my outlook has evolved, my priorities have evolved. Even my sense of style has evolved. Which isn't that important, but its still something thats changed lol. It's New Years Eve, and I have butterflies in my stomach. I have no idea why. I'm anxious. And a little nervous. Maybe my normal anxiety-ridden self is just anticipating the festivities we have planned. I dont know. I just dont know. I find myself saying these words a lot. Its a safe response for me. I'm indecisive, and wishy washy. I dont know why. Its not on purpose. I'm still trying to figure out who I am. And who I want to be. Which has absolutely nothing to do with New Years Eve. Ive been asked what my resolution is this year, and I dont know. Maybe its to NOT have a resolution and just let life be. There ya go. Thats it. I do know. Out with the old and in with the new.